Actually i know its not okay , its not okay to like you , not okay to msg you , not okay to care too much for you . Its not right . Really . I know you're watever you're being now because you treat me as a friend . I know is all me thinking too much . I thought you were somebody to me , but im just nobody to you . I know everything , i know how you treat me only as a friend , i know how you cant like anyone , i know how you're always busy but you reply me because you dint want to disappoint me . I tried to pretend already . Pretend how i dont get jealous all time , pretend how i dont mind it when you dont reply , pretend how i dont know im irritating you . I feel hopeless because i cant tell you how i feel and i dont want to lose you as a friend . Even if you're seeing this , just pretend you dint see k ? There's so many million things i want to say , but i cant .
But im happy and satisfied :) , because at least we have memories about us for me to remember . I dont ask for much , i just wish to carry on this way .
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